Caving

I'm about to cave and call Drew. It's been less than a week. I don't think I can make it another week. I just want to hear his voice. it would be so easy to just grab my phone and hit the 5 and call him. but he'd be so pissed at me. i need his arms around me. I need to hear his voice in my ear. I need to feel his hand on my face. I need to taste his lips on mine. I need to be close to him. I need him close to me. It's so hard to fall asleep when all I want is him in my bed. I need to call him. I need to hear him. I'm going to die.