Benadryl

Did you know that Benadryl can kill you? I have next to me enough pills to do serious damage, at least. What would happen if I took them all? I probably won't. I mean, someone, probably my parents, would have to find my body. And my Grandma's supposed to come visit tomorrow. And it's almost Christmas. If  I just disapperared... I don't know what to do. Drew asked me to call him if i ever thought stupid, but he just went to sleep, so i'm not going to. i'll just take enough to get me to sleep.